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I watch as my family crowds around my cold dead body
Everyone crying, filled with sorrow
They blame themselves for this,
But they don't know why I did it
My best friend blames herself the most
I didn't leave much of a suicide note
I kinda wish I had
But I didn't know what to say.
And my best friend, I wish I had told her
All the good she brought me
Sure she was the one who introduced me to cutting
And sex
But she was there for me
And she cared
And I loved her
It's not her fault
It's the hundreds of people
Who all my life picked on me
Who tortured me
I'm only 14
And now I'm dead
And so close to my birthday too
Summer is a killer
Being alone with these thoughts
I wanted to tell you all I loved you
One last time
But I just couldn't bring myself to
And I'm sorry, but I couldn't take it
Nine years was long enough
If only I had known
That after High school
It wouldn't be like this
Life would be better
But no
I was bullied to death
By people who will never know
What they did to me
And had they known
They they would be the cause of my death
Then maybe they wouldn't have done what they did
Picked on me every single day
For things I had no control over
Or for no reason at all
And I'm sorry to those few friends I had
Don't blame yourselves.
It's not your fault I did this.
I was just faced with too many bullies than friends.
And if only I could have written a note
And made it clear
That what caused me to do this
was all those bullies
I want to let the world know
Bullying kills
But how do I now?
I'm dead.
I was hurting so much.
I couldn't live with it
And I know I'm not alone
I'm not the only one
That has been bullied to death.
So for all of you out there
who ever picked on anyone
look what you do
you hurt people
you hurt people so much that they may commit suicide
just like I did
No one deserves what I went through.
But how does a dead girl tell the world
of the hate and torture out there?
How does a dead girl let the world know
Bullying is a problem
I didn't have the courage to speak up
when I was alive
And now I'm dead.
And you bullies have no idea
That you did this to me
I've gone to so many different schools
In so many different states
And not a one knows what they have done
And the sad thing is
They will never know
What's even worse
Is my friends have no idea what they meant to me
They don't know how good it was
To have them there
They don't know that they brought me so much happiness
I am only 14
I didn't have a lot of friends.
And I wish I had told each one they meant the world to me
But had I told them what I was about to do
It would have made it worse
So here I sit
Watching everyone gather over my dead body
And they have no idea
Why I did this
Everyone crying, filled with sorrow
They blame themselves for this,
But they don't know why I did it
My best friend blames herself the most
I didn't leave much of a suicide note
I kinda wish I had
But I didn't know what to say.
And my best friend, I wish I had told her
All the good she brought me
Sure she was the one who introduced me to cutting
And sex
But she was there for me
And she cared
And I loved her
It's not her fault
It's the hundreds of people
Who all my life picked on me
Who tortured me
I'm only 14
And now I'm dead
And so close to my birthday too
Summer is a killer
Being alone with these thoughts
I wanted to tell you all I loved you
One last time
But I just couldn't bring myself to
And I'm sorry, but I couldn't take it
Nine years was long enough
If only I had known
That after High school
It wouldn't be like this
Life would be better
But no
I was bullied to death
By people who will never know
What they did to me
And had they known
They they would be the cause of my death
Then maybe they wouldn't have done what they did
Picked on me every single day
For things I had no control over
Or for no reason at all
And I'm sorry to those few friends I had
Don't blame yourselves.
It's not your fault I did this.
I was just faced with too many bullies than friends.
And if only I could have written a note
And made it clear
That what caused me to do this
was all those bullies
I want to let the world know
Bullying kills
But how do I now?
I'm dead.
I was hurting so much.
I couldn't live with it
And I know I'm not alone
I'm not the only one
That has been bullied to death.
So for all of you out there
who ever picked on anyone
look what you do
you hurt people
you hurt people so much that they may commit suicide
just like I did
No one deserves what I went through.
But how does a dead girl tell the world
of the hate and torture out there?
How does a dead girl let the world know
Bullying is a problem
I didn't have the courage to speak up
when I was alive
And now I'm dead.
And you bullies have no idea
That you did this to me
I've gone to so many different schools
In so many different states
And not a one knows what they have done
And the sad thing is
They will never know
What's even worse
Is my friends have no idea what they meant to me
They don't know how good it was
To have them there
They don't know that they brought me so much happiness
I am only 14
I didn't have a lot of friends.
And I wish I had told each one they meant the world to me
But had I told them what I was about to do
It would have made it worse
So here I sit
Watching everyone gather over my dead body
And they have no idea
Why I did this
THIS IS MY WORK AND IF YOU STEAL I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN!!!!
This is not a suicide note. This is something that came close to happening. I wanted to let the world know what bullying does. And though it didn't really happen to me, I know it has happened to so many people. Yes, I was bullied almost to the point of death, but I did not end up going through with it.
Not sure if I should put a mature warning on this, but fee I shouldn't as everyone need to know about this.
This is not a suicide note. This is something that came close to happening. I wanted to let the world know what bullying does. And though it didn't really happen to me, I know it has happened to so many people. Yes, I was bullied almost to the point of death, but I did not end up going through with it.
Not sure if I should put a mature warning on this, but fee I shouldn't as everyone need to know about this.
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"If people are trying to bring you down, It only means your above them."
"Your Skin isn't paper, Don't cut it. Your face isn't a mask, Don't hide it. Your size isn't a book, Don't judge it. Your life isn't a film, Don't end it."
"Some people won't be happy until they've pushed you to the ground. What you have to do is have the courage to stand your ground and not give them time of day. Hold on to your power and never give it away."
"A lot of Problems in the world would Disappear if we talk To Each Other instead of About Each Other."
"Nobody has the right to define who you are. Be true to yourself, Because your opinion is the only one that matters."
"Your Skin isn't paper, Don't cut it. Your face isn't a mask, Don't hide it. Your size isn't a book, Don't judge it. Your life isn't a film, Don't end it."
"Some people won't be happy until they've pushed you to the ground. What you have to do is have the courage to stand your ground and not give them time of day. Hold on to your power and never give it away."
"A lot of Problems in the world would Disappear if we talk To Each Other instead of About Each Other."
"Nobody has the right to define who you are. Be true to yourself, Because your opinion is the only one that matters."